multiple personality disorder (MPD)

Last night, i started to read this novel entitled Tell Me Your Dreams. I just read that pampatulog. but then it caught my attention. I really Wanted to finish it yesterday. then this morning, as i woke up, my only goal was to finish it. It was about MPD. yeah there it goes. I am thinking that maybe i have this disorder. Well, all i know is that i have a lot of thoughts most of the time (as if i am the only one). See, i am covert person. No one knows me (as i believe), even myself. After i'd finished reading this, i did my POA. It was to withdraw money because i am leaving for tomorrow (just in Manila). But it turned out that it was half day (the bank). and so, i decided to go to church na lang since i was also planning to attend mass at 6pm (but it was only 4pm then). to use my time wisely, i prayed the rosary. Then my mother texted me to go to her, and so i obeyed. It was just 5pm pa lang naman. Then i ate with her. As i was walking alone way to my mom and way to the church. i asked my self. Is there a chance that there was a part of me capable of killing others. Look at me. We can never really tell. It goes like this. I was known as mahiyain, feminine whatever you call. But sometimes i can be slut to. (but not really din pala). i can be crazy you'll see. I can sing i front of everybody but then there were times that i had this stage fright. sometimes i can dance, sometimes not. i love acting (but that doesn't count). See I can be pious too. i always manage to go church alone, even if there is no mass, even if there is another occasion gathering there. La lang... So vague. Anyhow, i think i need a psychiatrist (self diagnosing). Well, but i am very aware of each of me. I'm healthy. i'm capable of loving a person. I am capable of getting mad. So many thoughts i hate it.

That's it =)