I can still remeber, it was my b-day when he gave me a red ribbon cake and a necklace....love na love tlga nya ko.....
I preferred to 'sagot' him sana on feb. 14, 2010..but it turned out na parang he's about to give up na on me...
Dec. 15, 2009 wen he said that he would stop na.... I was hurt... Iba pla tlga ung feelings...ewan... Masakit tlga... Then i told my self na if he went sa bahay e sasagutin ko na tlga cya...then aun nga... He went sa bahay with a milk flavor red ribbon cake...also, he gave me human t-shirt...my gosh...aun naging kmi na nga...
jan 14, 2010..he gave me a penshoppe t-shirt...
feb.14, 2010
1st valentine's day namin...nag-away kami,,,,Ung gift nya sakin was given the day before that kc suppose to be hindi tlga kmi magkikita ng 14 xe he had a work...gift nya sakin nun ay balloon na my bear sa loob kamuhkamuh....but then sabe ko sabay na kmi lunch...daan muna cya tayabas gnun...kea lng sa katakawan ko...nauna na kong kumain sa bhay....then sabe ko cya nlng kumain..sasamahan ko nlng...ngalit cya..aun...it was my first time to cry in front on him...grabe tlga...naicip ko tuloy panu if nung time na un dapat ko sya sasagutin..di hindi rin...xe un nga...away away....then..
umalis cya pumuntang bicol....before that e kumain pa kami sa palaisdaan...then basta mahina ang communication namin...ang hirap pla tlga...hindi sapat that you both love each others...maraming ideas kang maiicip na bka my iba na cya...or bka my nangyari sa knyang something... pag gnun kc..hndi na tlgga ko mapalgay....un...hanggng sa dumating ang time na nkipagcooloff me...but still, i retrieved it...i hate regrets kc....becoz i know i love him so much and it's so shallow aman if it just becoz of that e magle-let go na ko agad...dumating na sa point na once a week nlng kaming magkita then he vervalized pa na wag daw ako masydong oa na gz2 e everyday kami magkatxt....
nag-add up pa din ung sweetness ko sa kanya.. he want us to maging showy in terms of sweetness..e panu aman me magiging sweet sa isang taong madalang kong makita..ewan...cguro..gnun lng tlga..hindi pa tlga ako ready for a serious relationship...naging faint...then so totally blurred.. and so...
may27, 2010
he broke up with me...the reasons are becoz of his sakit...his job...my being childish..na cguro enaf reasons na din pra tapusin ang lahat...
iba pa rin pla pag actual na...
i wanted him back pa rin kahit na ang gulo gulo na din...
sabe ko i would change...i would learn to adjust in the situation...those were things that in truth i dunno if i could handle. but then, he never responded... ok lang ganun aman tlga cguro ang buhay....tanggapin nlng....
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